I don't think the reasons really matter. If you can best imagine growing old, and sharing your future with a man and, it's men you find attractive and arousing, the does the why matter?

What matter is that you accept your sexuality and are happy and satisfied living that sexuality.

As for dating, finding Mr. right, sure it's a smaller pool that for straight guys, but that doesn't mean he isn't out there, and we are really good at finding other gay men, and good at making friends with them. smile