Strange one for me. My anger and rage were the first things to leave me when I admitted to being abused. I remember the feeling, it was as though a 600 pound Gremlin flew off my shoulders the day I watched the Oprah show on the 200 men. It was like the greatest relief that I have ever experienced in my life.
Thank God for that Oprah show, it genuinely saved my life.
Nowadays the monster is kept at bay because I no longer need to pretend, I am well, I am happy, and I am a really good good guy. I'm not blowing my own horn here, but for survivors to be in love with themselves is a real accomplishment.
So to find that inner peace I needed to purge all the demons out of my life.
Heal well Bro
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