I've been in therapy for 10 years but never would bring up the CSA till just this past August. I paid for alot of T up till then without much to show for it because I wouldn't be honest. Just the opposite of you I guess. Use the site as suites you best. We're here for you.

"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
And I have become comfortably numb."
Pink Floyd