The depression comes and goes. I'm learning to deal with the self-hatred. And I really think I'm past the fear. But the anger is always just below the surface, and comes roaring out when I least expect it, and at whoever is in my way.
Anybody found a way, in therapy, or just personally, to deal with the anger?
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell