I am sorry for your loss and we are here is you need to vent or talk and need some answers friend. Deepest sympathy with you am your family in you time of loss.
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Ephesians 6:13

Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.

Ephesians 5:25

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her