Did my CSA make me gay? Don't know, it's possible it was a factor given the duration and the fact the awhile I knew it was wrong, I did enjoy a lot of the sensations, or at least my body did. Hey can't change physiology. Yeah a hard pill to swallow back then but now - if the CSA made me gay, well that's one good thing that came out of it.
Also let me understand an empathize with other survivors better, made me a stronger person and, gave me a heck of a reason to be the best person I can because, let's face it most people are not basically good.