Dear iam,

Is it worth it? I had no where else to go. It was either deal with it or die. I want to see my grandchildren. There was no other choice for me. Are there times I want to get off this fucking train through hell? You bet. But there don't seem to be any stops. So I keep riding, damn it. Keep riding.....

Jude
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Everyday is a winding road
I get a little bit closer
Everyday is a faded sign
I get a little bit closer to feeling fine.
Sheryl Crow