The moons continue to come and go, to change, and reveal themselves, and nothing is moved, adjusted, or different. No one comes to me with a useful solution. I am still broken, feel unheard, and I leave this message in the sand (here) because I have no faith in any one on MS, and I continue to miss out on the support that I need, or the reconciliation that I must find with my family, to see beyond this pain or to improve my life.