The only people I can talk to about this are you guys here. No one in my life gets it, even the good normals.
I have no partner. No wife. No one to lean on other than myself and you guys at MS.
I have a T appointment on Thursday. That will be good. I'm starting my 2nd week of Buspar tomorrow. Maybe that will start helping.
Puffer: a "good normal" is a normal person that at least isn't in complete denial of what goes on and its effect on us. It's a pretty low bar, but she is a good one.
Edited by cant_remember (10/08/12 09:44 PM)
Edit Reason: added note to Puffer
"There is a Catskill eagle in some souls that can alike dive down into the blackest gorges, and soar out of them again and become invisible in the sunny spaces... even in his lowest swoop the mountain eagle is still higher than other birds upon the plain, even though they soar." -- from Moby-Dick