Welcome. You are in a place of healing here at MS. As was said above, use us to get as much out as you feel comfortable in posts. Private message any of us if you are more comfortable with that. Most of us are still with therapists, but can share with you our experience and what we've learned.
Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to screamJoe Cocker