Welcome. You are in a place of healing here at MS. As was said above, use us to get as much out as you feel comfortable in posts. Private message any of us if you are more comfortable with that. Most of us are still with therapists, but can share with you our experience and what we've learned.
"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
And I have become comfortably numb."Pink Floyd