I remembered abuse which started before my 4th birthday. I remembered vague information at first. Then a T put me into light hypnosis and memories came tumbling forth. I reported the memories in pufferfish story part 1. After that I didn't need the light hypnosis anymore. The memories consisted of how I was "roped" into the whole situation, of how abuse took place before a black box which I later figured out was a movie camera. Then "he" had us perform 69, then several other configurations which wouldn't benefit anybody to detail here and now. When the memories started coming up they came up with strong sexual emotions which persisted for months. Can small children have strong emotions? Yes. Many years later my Mother told me who the other boys were.

Here are some details which I recently declared:

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthr...2097#Post412097

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthr...1722#Post411722

The memories come back slowly for young ages. Even more slowly for incestious abuse.

Puffer



Edited by pufferfish (10/07/12 10:53 PM)