My memory of my abuse is foggy as well. I have a general sense of what happened but very few details. My brother is my abuser and I do see him still. I don't want to confront him because if he denies it or minimizes it I fear it would set my recovery back as it is already a bit fragile.
I want to remember but some people I know that remember their abuse vividly say I am lucky that I don't. It seems like I too am imagining it, that I've made this up so that I can have an excuse for all the problems in my life but I don't think I am.
I hope you do well in whatever you decide to do
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"