Since the Colorado statue of limitations is keeping me from getting any restitution and I have no means of paying a therapist and still no job, I don't know what I can do now. It seems that I was able to muddle through when I was younger, although I have had nearly 50 jobs in my working life. I can no longer deal with the baggage. I want a job, but the economy, my work history and age keep me from even getting up the nerve to look for a job now. I had a little work in the spring, but that ended poorly too. I am a hard worker, maybe too hard, because I often kill myself by over-doing, but I keep sabotaging by quitting. I am a caregiver for my mother and she supports me now, but I don't know if/how I will make it when my mother isn't here anymore.