This is awesome! So happy for you, and excited for you, too.
Hope you don't mind a friendly suggestion - when you start to feel that way, like panicking, think of us; we're with you. We're hidden in the crowd.
Think of all the guys you've had conversations with here at MaleSurvivor, and think of all the exchanged stories and support. Imagine the strength we all show each other.
May you feel the strength you already have.
Edited by Magellan (10/05/12 03:14 PM)
It's a heroes journey, and you are the hero.
Loving Kindness Meditation will dramatically improve your spirits; give it a try for just 3 days: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sz7cpV7ERsM