Things were very emotional again this morning.

I am seriously starting to wonder if he waits until the days when I have to go to work, because yesterday I was off work and he never had an issue all day long. Then this morning he was up in the wee hours of the morning, upset, and we spent the whole afternoon til it was time for me to get ready for work in tears.

All I know is, I just don't know if I can take this from here on out. I am hoping that once he goes and starts into counseling or therapy that he will see that this is a process that is going to take time.

And I need it too. I just don't mean him. Theres still alot of things I am very angry about.