Hi Gecko,

Welcome. This is a place for healing and you've shown alot of courage already in pursuing healing. Keep it up, and you'll find your way to daylight. We're all here to back you up.

Gary
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"Suffering was the only thing that made me feel I was alive,
Thought thats just what it cost to survive in this world,
...now I haven't got time for the pain... "
-Carly Simon now 67!