Welcome! I am also pretty new to this, but I can tell you that this site has helped me more then anything so far. My therapist is ok, but she has not been through it. There are literally thousands of people on here that that know exactly how you feel. It is sad that you have to be here, but I do not think there is a better place to be when dealing with child sexual abuse. Hope you find what you are looking for and begin to heal soon! smile