Welcome back. You probably know what you can expect here, but its worth saying again that we are men in various stages of healing that understand some of what you're feeling and going through. Read posts and post your own feelings and thought and know that we have your back no matter what.
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell