This is a community of men who have been kicked HARD in the balls. Posting publicly is a courageous first step toward recovery. You did it because you need to deal with the effects of the abuse in your life, and heal. Keep posting and keep listening. There's a life waiting for you as a whole healthy man and its within your power to get there.
Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to screamJoe Cocker