Glad you were able to get that off your chest. We share similar issues. I have also engaged in sexual activities that caused bad feelings afterwards. Activities that could be thought of as addictions, because I knew in the end that I had no control over stopping. I still struggle with them.
Thanks for sharing your struggles here,
I see recovery as a lifelong journey rather than a final destination, a journey, though, which can have many successes along the way.
WoR Alumnus - Hope Springs, OH, October 2009
My avatar is the farmhouse at the Hope Spring, OH WoR. It's a nice place.