You are not alone. many men here report acting out in the same way.
I wanted to give you some input from my own experience as a Str8 man who has compulsively sought out anonymous sex with men. First let me tell you that I stopped it. Stopped cold turkey. Once I started dealing with my abuse, I began to realize that I was just re-enacting my abuse and that revolted me. I also realized that the kind of sex I was seeking was degrading and I was just punishing myself, because after all I am just a cum-dumpster, or so my perp would have me think. Finally I realized that the sex and the situations were getting riskier and riskier, and eventually I would end up dead, or with some disease that could impair if not kill me. The "high" I got from the sex was just another drug I was using to escape the pain of being raped at 13.
Consider getting yourself into therapy. And keep posting. It took alot of courage to put this out there. Keep it up and you always have brothers here who have your back.
"Listen as your day unfolds
Challenge what the future holds
Try and keep your head up to the sky
Lovers, they may cause you tears
Go ahead release your fears
Stand up and be counted
Don't be ashamed to cry " -Des'ree