The roller coaster has been running since 2003 when I had to make a choice to admit to my abuse or suck it up and go supervise an accused pedophile on a work detail. To have it dragged out like that then dropped as though the whole situation never happened shredded me. And that was just the start of my journey...

I will try to do what I can. I waste far too much of my energy dealing with the VA lately and my mind becomes scattered when I get anxious.