I have been reading posts on here for a while so, I decided that I should register and introduce myself. My abuser was the stepfather of my friend and involved in the Boy Scouts.
I have been having a tough time lately. Penn State really set me off. I have also participated in parole hearings for my abuser, via victim impact statements. The parole thing was in August. This year, I just couldn't do it. That really bothers me.
So, I'm 38 years old, single and kind of a hermit. I have recently started to realize that I want more out of life. I am paralyzed and confused about how to get life going. I just don't seem to understand people, and they scare me, so I prefer to be alone. I have seen from reading the forums that a lot of people feel the things I do. I sure hope it gets easier.
Thanks for having me. -Jake74-