you can always try amazon or ebay. and amazon frequently posts excerpts and reviews so you can get a good idea of the contents before you buy. often there are used books there at very low prices. and it helps with the anonymous issue, too.

"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho