I do beat myself up for very small things. No matter what I do there is reason to suspect that I did it wrong in some way. It's just a matter of finding where I made the mistake. That's what my focus is on, and that's what I find. It fits with what I believe about myself to think that I can't do anything right. I'm glad that we're able to talk about these things here. I'm glad we are able to share these things we each other. Although these aren't things to be proud of we seem to be able to relate to them. Maybe that helps.
I see recovery as a lifelong journey rather than a final destination, a journy, though, which can have many successes along the way.
WoR Alumnus - Hope Springs, OH, October 2009
My avatar is the farmhouse at the Hope Spring, OH WoR. It's a nice place.