Anybody seen A Twist of Faith? It was a documentary that aired on HBO about 10 years ago. Follows a man recovering from child sexual abuse by a priest, and all that he confrionts in his family and community. Sobering and triggering. I remember I cried watching it in a hotel room by myself. This was long before I disclosed my abuse and started deealing with it.
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell