Glad to hear your thoughts, Thebo. Good luck to you. Never forget that you have brothers here. I'll do the same. I think you and me both (and maybe many of us here) have a constant tendency to isolate ourselves. Thanks for writing. I appreciate the hell out of this whole thread.... Also, I should add, I have some interesting thoughts I'd like to share about people like us, danger and our strange level of comfort with it.... But today isn't one of those days where I can delve into things. I just feel too.. fragile and fucked up... angry and desperate. I'm logging off now. Just wanted to check in.