I appreciate the responses to my question.

Now I'm wondering if what I need is the opposite of an anti-depressant. I need a stimulant, as though I had ADHD or something. Never diagnosed but yet talked about. One person I know has had ADHD since childhood and that person has taken Seroquel.

It's as though 5 cups of coffee is what gets me going. Does this information suggest anything to anybody?

Puffer