There are some good discussions about dreams, one is here:

Dreams, it has been said, are the mind's way of processing what we have experienced. Sometimes it is to emulate what we admire, or to process what we have experienced. Sexual dreams may not be sexual, but a desire to absorb the power that person or authority has over us. Dream understanding, like recovery, is a patient, slow process.

Please keep recovering,
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