Loved what you said, "Living openly is perfectly natural".
It is so strange for me to contemplate living alone. I have done it at times of course, but I had such severe co dependency and abandonment issues that I was unable to function without closeness, intimacy, and validation. If I wasn't in a relationship I cultivated close friendships to get it. I have/had a lot of issues dealing with the supreme rejection of my twin relationship in favor of using me for sex. It was a betrayal that I have had to CHOOSE not to let define my life. I recently went through an elemental fire ritual which showed me one of many ways to choose not to allow feelings from my past to dictate my present. This betrayal was central to the concepts we discussed and dealt with.
Thank you for being my friend and for posting here.
Edited by bodyguard8367 (08/25/12 10:57 AM)
Edit Reason: spelling correction