Hey Buffalo, just take it easy.
Don't push yourself to anything. You have to feel good and safe to disclose your issues. Please follow your inner feelings no matter what others could think/say.
I didn't have such problems. However I couldn't talk openly about some my problems related to watching porn, so I've found one good buddy and trough PMs I discussed everything that bothered me with him. I've felt huge relief after that.
Just write and talk about something that is not so troublesome and take your time!!!!