Does anyone else feel like there are questions you can't get the answers to because you don't even know the questions? People get mad at me or annoyed because I can't share details about me. Keeping stuff to my self is the only way I've ever stayed partly safe, and I'm afraid to share. Sharing triggers me bad and that makes me more afraid, and I don't know how to sort it out. I know it's a trust thing, but how can you ever get to the point where you trust fully? That risks loosing what good there is left in me I think, and if I lose that what happens next. This process bites, but at least I know I'm better then I was before, but how I'm better is something I'm not even sure of and I don't know how it can end.
Lao Tzu said: "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be."