Gotta say 2 that what Im afraid of in meeting with a T again is that it'll cause me to loose the parts of me that are still innocent that I held on to. I don't want to loose that. They r the few good things I had from being a kid and without them it would be like the whole thing was bad then. So Im afraid of that but maybe a new T can help.
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“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” - Plato