Hey Buffalo --
I've only been on board a couple weeks. If nothing else, it's reassuring to know there are lots of us guys out there. So, welcome!
One piece of advice I took to heart was not to read too many posts at once.
The other comment I have is about counseling. It seems likely to me that as a surivor of CSA you may have access to free counseling in your community, an option I've had to explore myself. In my case, it's provided by county government and they have therapists experienced in CSA. (My understanding, too, is that whatever is said in session is covered under medical privacy laws...which is very important to me).
It's only been a few days since I made the inquiry and they took some very basic information from me. So I can't tell you about the quality of therapy yet.
Again, Buffalo, I can't say I'm glad you're here - none of us is particularly GLAD to be here - but glad you showed up.