since my "wonderful milestone" all my support group/T/everything else has fallen apart.

i'm beginning to think trying to heal is a giant waste of my time. at my age it might be simpler to just accept my life will be bad for as long as i have left.

i am just SO tired of getting smashed down everytime i start to pick myself up.
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the story
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