It's gotten a *LOT* better for me.
Gone are the years of self hate and negative self talk, the horrible things I used to think to myself about who I was and what I was worth.
Gone are the weeks and weeks of unending suicidal ideation and horrendous depression.
Gone are the crippling negative beliefs that I can never overcome and I can never achieve my hearts desires.
I still have lots of work to do, oh yes. But I am no longer overwhelmed with all the unrelenting demons that being a survivor of CSA gave me.
I finally feel like I have SOME power over my own destiny, and that has made all the difference.
It gets better. How do I know? I'm walking proof of it.
If I'm acting despondent, Please ask me if I'm eating sugar. I keep forgetting sugar makes me crazy.