My relationship developed slowly, as we became better friends and starting seeing only eachother and got to know eachother better.

Fear of intimacy used to drive me: as well as shame about male sexuality and my own sexual thoughts: being honest with myself about where I was at, and that I wanted to try to develop a closer, more intimate relationship with a female, set me on the path I remain on.

Practice Practice Practice. and Honesty with yourself.
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We have to take responsibility for what we're not responsible for.

MUST READ for new men here : http://www.malesurvivor.org/docs/FirstStepstoGetHelp.doc

“It doesn't matter where you've come from,
It matters where you go" Frank Turner