Hey Steve, you don't have to push yourself, there is no need for that. Certainly you don't have to post some personal issues until you feel safe. But please discuss and share with us your thoughts further, you don't have to talk about your story, there are a lot of themes to talk about.
Just for your information there is one additional (small) part of this forum that is visible only to full members, it is not reachable by Google and it feels much safer.
And what Anomalous said, there is moderated chat session healing circle, you can attend there without any discussion of your issues just to see what is all that about and if suites you, I think that is one of best tools for survivors here.
Take your time, discover available resources here and look how to connect to others further.
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