Thanks for the responses guys. I have been interpreting the experience with the guy for years now (and I still contact) as no biggie. And since it was later, I thought I was being conservative in my interpretation of what has happened. But, he was more mature and what happened was indeed inappropriate. I have sent out a couple of emails for therapy to explore its impact on me even it pertains to my sexuality curiosities or not. I think I will also seek out a 12 step SLAA group. Have any of you attended these? And, given my situation do you think I should look for one in a heterosexual or homosexual environment? I am grateful to be here. I am feeling better already. Strange how this stuff works even online.