Hi Steve, welcome to this site. You are brave to have posted your story and you describe your emotions and feelings well. Just know that you are not alone and that there are many of us here at MS who share your fear and uncertainty about who we are. I hope that you will find the peace and healing that you deserve.
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When there are dolphins in the waves,
the sharks wont get to us.
I believed my dad that day
and became Dolphinboy,
my own protector.