whoa - too scary for me!!! i have a hard enough time handling one relationship - and have not done that great a job at that for years. mixing it up with more than one just sounds like trouble to me. the casual sex sort of thing reminds me too much of abuse. almost inevitable that emotions will get involved sooner or later on somebody's part. and then - lots of hurts...
seems like you might be better off getting yourself strong and healthy and stable first before making any huge changes like that.
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago