Ah, Thebo - so much here that is so good!

But also much that hurts!

I loved hearing everything right up to the getting plastered part.

but i get it, too...

Please be nicer to yourself.

You really do deserve it.

Lee
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"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"