Hi,

CSA = Gay....well I know that in my case I was malleable, I needed a tremendous amount of attention and was willing to go to any lengths to get it. I didn't self-identify as gay until after I was molested outside the family, even though I had been coerced into gay submission with my twin brother for 7 years prior. I told the predator, who showed me gay pornography and asked me if I was gay. I said no, and told him that my brother had me do stuff with him. It wasn't until my mother asked if I had loved the guy till I realized I was gay and in love. I wanted them to love me but they didn't, they just wanted sex. I got married and tried to fight SSA but really couldn't function well with women. I wish I had been able to come out when I was 15, like most gays today, but it is what it is. I don't think the CSA made me gay, but it did make recognition a lot harder. I
All my best
G