So bad things happen to good (re: innocent) people. The reason I've always been given for this is because God doesn't force Himself on us. He gave us (the human race) free will.

Or did He?

I never asked to be born. It would have been so much better if I hadn't been. I wouldn't have had to endure the abuse. My abusers wouldn't have more sin heaped upon their heads. I wouldn't have hurt my wife and family with my infidelity. I wouldn't have had to struggle with homosexuality.

I swear I don't get it. Blessings? Bull. As far as I can tell, I was put on this Earth to be treated like shit and tossed aside. I didn't ask for this. Me being placed on this Earth was not MY free will.
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Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Iíll never see

It may sound absurd...but donít be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wonít you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Itís not easy to be me