welcome jethro i hope you find this site a great place to let all of your worries and bad memories out of you so that you can enjoy life much better. It has helped me tons.
look around and explore the site there are several things to do here. If you need to talk to someone privately you can as well.
Hope to hear more from you soon.
the scares run deep within our bodies,mind and soul. Only the help from God and others like us can get us thru to the understanding we will over come.