I'm sorry you have suffered such trauma. It's the "gift" that keeps on giving, huh? You are here now, and can give it all over to the brave survivors who want so much to help you as they've been helped.
I am not a survivor, but am a supporter of my abused husband. Should you feel the need for some extra support, do drop in on us at the F&F board. We would be honored to encourage you in your recovery!
Godspeed, sweet soul!
For I know the plans I have made for you. Plans to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11