For the record:

I have had thoughts about young females at different times along the path to recovery. This is not unusual.At least I didn't think so at the time. I have NEVER acted on these thoughts.
I do believe that in order to heal, professional therapy is mandatory, it was for me. All survivors have Triggers period.If we can't speak about this openly, what good is this site?
DH, thank you for being courageous!! You allowed me to speak to about a subject that I have never talked about before.