Disclaimer

Be warned you may be inspired by what you read . you may get offended & if that is the case
let me apologize right now because that is not and will never be my intent. My post are meant for reflection & self examination. If you do not agree with my post or my faith that is fine everyone is at a different place in their life & also has the right to believe in what they want . I will not argue or debate i just want to share what i feel the holy spirit directs me to write. If you feel it is not for you than that is just fine but if it touches you and causes you to reflect and take inventory of your life that is also great . I also believe god gives us all we need to overcome our situations & circumstances .He gives us all we need to accomplish this . It is up to us to do the work. i always try to be honest & come with the truth and yes it hurts sometimes so brace yourself . if you can not handle it than stop now
and turn back. if you disagree with it that is fine feel free to make your own thread please do not read if
you do not take into consideration what this disclaimer explains . now it is on you . peace & blessings and may you be blessed and inspired to go to work






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stay on your toes the enemy is lurking and waiting and seeking whom he may devour

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Your great love calls me out
Your love tears me down only to build me up again
Your love who can speak of?
For your love calls me to be conformed
I love to speak of your great name
For your love has done great and mighty things in my life
The beauty of it all is that it was not for my sake
but it was your love so all could see your splendor
Let your love call up in me faith unmovable
Your love is calling me out & I love it
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Once held captive to Fear & Shame
Now raised from the grave
Liberated and freed from the bondage of sin
Grace found me & rescued me
Dead bones came alive when i met you
You dwell in me
You give life to me
Your mercies are new each day
You saved me
In you i can be found
Apart from you
LOST

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Admitting that you are not there
is the first step in getting there
you have to admit you are not where you want to be
to get to where you
need to be.

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Never forget your past
the moment you allow this to happen
You forget what God has done for you
and at this point you will find
yourself on your own

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I was lost when you found me
wandering in the land of shame,guilt,hurt and self pity
wandering for years in the valley of sin
Than i called out to you and you swiftly rescued me
just as you said you would
Now i am a son of the most high KING
what a difference a prayer makes

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I know it sounds cute and sweet and all
that God stands at the door knocking
and the handle is on the inside
but the truth is if he wants in
he'll knock the dam door down.
The choice to obey is ultimately yours
but if he wants in he is coming in


meaning
i was just saying God is God and if he wants you he will come for you .you can ignore him but he will come for you

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You can have all the world and yet have nothing
and yet if you have Christ you have everything you will
ever need !!

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If you have no real plans to change
Do not go around giving off the impression that you are going to change
Not only are you deceiving others you are deceiving
YOURSELF

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It is my weakness that allows me to stand before you & tell you how God delivered me from sexual lust & addiction to pornography
It is because of my weakness i can stand before you & tell you God delivered me from drug & alcohol addiction. In my weakness God's power is made perfect
It is because of my weakness i can stand before you & tell you about
How God saved me from selling drugs & living the fast & sinful life of a drug dealer
to a Blessed Family man.God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are,so that no one may boast before him .& God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong
For when I am weak, then I am strong

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-uYCAfpxrY
TRIGGER WARNING
Video of me telling my story
you are not alone never were
WRITTEN FORM
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=339159#Post339159
Why i hate Religion but love Jesus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY