My username obviously has to do with time. It's strange sometimes how certain events in you life feel so far away in time and others feel like they happened yesterday. In a way Clokwise is almost a dig on myself because there are so many times in my life where I wish I could turn back the hands of time and do over. But no matter what time keeps moving forward.
My avatar is a picture of me when I was about five. I believe it's around the time the abuse happened. I use it because it's the only picture I have of myself as a child and Because it reminds me of my dad; before he passed he showed me a picture of himself at about the same age where he had the exact same nervous expression on his face. I don't have that picture of him anymore so this picture reminds me of my lost innocents and of my love for my dad.
Yet another 24 hours.