Curtis and all you guys - i was humbled reading this because this is me: afraid to draw attention to myself for fear of looking foolish. I need to be in control...not need...NEEEDDDD. Since coming here and finally talking about the effects on CSA on my life, I'm starting to (starting to mind you) be ok with making an ass out of myself and feeling out of control.

and so in that spirit

I WANT A STANDING OVATION!!!

Kevin